Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ; ♥
Today was a bad day for me. DMS practical lesson thou was quite alright but failed to met some criteria. Most of my friends were being reprimanded by Mr Andrew. For the reason we are being late for class after break, that included me. Lols.
Of course, this wasn't the most bad thing i encountered. It was so embarrassed for me to cry in public in school today=( I just could no longer withstand how my brother treated me. I don't know what the hell is he thinking. Why can't he just understand how i feel ? Why must he always be the good person and i be the bad ones? It was utterly unfair!! I was so busy that recently,i have becoming so forgetful that i forgot to lend him my popular card. I told him i was in school having class and cca til very late night but he demanded in a disrespectful way that he wanted the card immediately. He don't care what the hell i am studying and ask me to skip it.
He was so unreasonable isn't?! No matter how nicely i told him that i could not skip class,why not he buy the books other days but in the end what i got was the vulgarities from him to me. " See how nice was he?"=)
That was where i started to cry. i could do nothing at all, he did not put himself in my shoes =( Luckily i met weimei and i ask her to do me a favor by passing card to my mother as we stay around same area. I was so thankful to her otherwise i can't imagine how my brother will do to me when he saw me. ToT
Honestly speaking, sometimes i do really hate him to core but i know i cant. After all he is still my brother. I am so envy of those friends of mine who have very great sisters and brother who can share woes and weals together. .
Well, somehow i managed to make myself better by eating old deserts and practice my cello.
It was so challenging that i have to speed up fast. Sometimes, cello helps me to forget my worries=) Tomorrow want to practice during my lunch break. Haha. =)
Of course, this wasn't the most bad thing i encountered. It was so embarrassed for me to cry in public in school today=( I just could no longer withstand how my brother treated me. I don't know what the hell is he thinking. Why can't he just understand how i feel ? Why must he always be the good person and i be the bad ones? It was utterly unfair!! I was so busy that recently,i have becoming so forgetful that i forgot to lend him my popular card. I told him i was in school having class and cca til very late night but he demanded in a disrespectful way that he wanted the card immediately. He don't care what the hell i am studying and ask me to skip it.
He was so unreasonable isn't?! No matter how nicely i told him that i could not skip class,why not he buy the books other days but in the end what i got was the vulgarities from him to me. " See how nice was he?"=)
That was where i started to cry. i could do nothing at all, he did not put himself in my shoes =( Luckily i met weimei and i ask her to do me a favor by passing card to my mother as we stay around same area. I was so thankful to her otherwise i can't imagine how my brother will do to me when he saw me. ToT
Honestly speaking, sometimes i do really hate him to core but i know i cant. After all he is still my brother. I am so envy of those friends of mine who have very great sisters and brother who can share woes and weals together. .
Well, somehow i managed to make myself better by eating old deserts and practice my cello.
It was so challenging that i have to speed up fast. Sometimes, cello helps me to forget my worries=) Tomorrow want to practice during my lunch break. Haha. =)
