Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ; ♥
Just came back home from NYP not long ago.. Everyday at this timing reach home from practice until my performance day at SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL this coming Saturday. I was feeling tired day by day, naturally, i neglected my assignments! =x Loads of assignments haven't started yet. My typo test sure failed due to someone teach me the wrong thing=( actually i had put the correct answer i should have trust my instincts instead of someone. What is done is already done, i also don't want to think about it anymore. Just hope for the best ! =) On my way home today, i suddenly met one of my secondary school friend, Jasmine! I missed her so much! So happy to her again and we gave each other a big hug! =D She bought an ukelele.. i also want!! Save! Save! wahaha.. We said to meet up during holidays for a Pizza perhaps a cycling trip at east coast ! =)
Actually i am really quite happy with what i have now .. but i really hate this kind of feeling where i really wished to forget those past unhappy stuffs. But why? recently it just came back out of nowhere.. It keeps disturbing my feeling , i seemed to feel so insecurity? i don't know.. perhaps it is natural to feel this way. I thought i could hold back my silent tears yesterday , i couldn't.. Honestly speaking it is really hard to forget, but i know, i am determined to erase everything just from my mind. . all i need is my courage and time ..
